More sweeter to my ex
Have you ever feel betrayed by everyone? That feeling that everyone just have lied to you. I opened his facebook today in and so his message from his ex girlfriend i asked him today while we were walking. If he loves me more than his ex girlfriend he said to me did he loves his ex girlfriend more. I don’t wanna cry everyday i don’t want to be a crazy girlfriend but it just hurts so much i can’t even keep it to myself anymore. I did everything for him how to make him love me but nothing works. I want you to love me like the way that he loves his ex. I want to be happy everyday i want you to be happy everyday but i think that will be very impossible. I love you so much even if you hurt me. I wish 1 day you will learn to love me. I wish 1 day you will learn how to be happy with me.
I know one day you’ll get fed up of me. I know one day you will say to me that you don’t love me anymore. I know one day you will hate me as much as you hate your ex. I can see myself turning to be like your ex girlfriend. I can see myself hurting myself more and more each day
For me, i wish 1 day i will learn to control myself . I wish 1day i will learn to not love you. Cuz i know one day you leave me, and by that time, I will be prepared.